The Rock is Love: Spiritual Journey

The Light Shines in the darkness...

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Messages From God to Caroline

I've been through SO much today... Let's see... God got me to get rid of all my old love letters, journals, etc. They're in a bag in the trash. I can't burn them, 'cause I don't have a burn permit. If anyone knows of a safe place I can go to to burn them, I'd like to do that, so please let me know, k? Otherwise, they'll just go out with the trash. No, the men that used to be in my life aren't trash, though I used to view them that way. They are His creations just as I am, but it's important to me to get rid of the "hamets" or "leavening" that has poisoned my life and my heart. And then God showed me something SUPER IMPORTANT about all those men: they ALL gave me negative messagaes about myself, one way or another. Mostly about how I wasn't valuable enough or cute enough or whatever. I just plain wasn't enough, on one hand, and was too much on the other.
And I've lived all these years just believing those messages about myself. I've struggled hard over time to believe that God sees me differently, and at times I have, but recently, those struggles have returned, though this time, it was HIS OWN FAULT that happened, and no one else's, nor mine. He did that so that I could work through it this time. And then God showed me something else: His LOVE for me, the things HE likes about me, and what HE wants for my heart are all in the Bible, hidden within it's myriads of passages. I know that in Erik's Bible study, I should have seen this, but I've been so blinded by so many things. As did happen at the wedding at Cana, the best has been Saved for last...
This evening, God brought me to the end of 1st Cor. 3, took me all the way through chapter 4, and into the first part of chapter 5. I want to share with you what He told me as He and I read through it all together...
1. You belong to me, Caroline (3:22)
2. I'm asking you, Caroline, to be trustworthy (4:2)
3. I, not others, will evaluate you, my Beloved Ishshah (:4)
4. I will praise you because of your good motives (when you have them) which have been hidden in darkness, but will come out in my light, Talita (:5) [Talita is a name He gave me something like 4 years ago.]
5. Everything you have, Caroline, you recieved as a Gift (:7)
6. Follow the Way of Life in Oneness and Unity with Me, My love (:17)
7. My Kingdom is one of Power - seek it, one way or another, ok? Shall I Love you into it, or Spank you into it? Just come Joine me! Please! (:21)
8. Give up the men in your life (in general: past, present, future). Stop being willing to see them at all - you have already found ME! Stay with my Heart of hearts, which is for you, Beloved Ishshah. I will Guide you to the right man when it's Time. Stay Close to me even then - don't leave me! Let him walk side-by-side-by-side with me and you: him under one Arm and you under My other Arm. Look only at Me, and no one else. Give your Love to me, and no one else. Got that? Good, now lest's move on... (5:1)
And so my Yeshua, my Husband, and I are moving on, as I'm ready to. I promised you all the story that Jesus has written into my life, but I think that should wait for another time. For now, I encourage you to personally just open your Love Letter from Him and seek out the Love Messages He has for your heart. I'm discovering that if you really look, you'll see how much He LOVES you all the time, regardless of what you're like or what you think of Him.
(L) from Jesus and me,
Your Sister,
Caroline
PS. Here are some notes on Love... I'll make a little game - try to find the books/chapters these verses are found in :p
---------------- Love Notes ------------------
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called
according to His purpose.
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or
famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you,
___But I say to you who hear, love your enemies, do good to those who hate you,
___But love your enemies, and do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return;
HONOR YOUR FATHER AND MOTHER; and YOU SHALL LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF
And He said to him, " ' YOU SHALL LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, AND WITH ALL YOUR SOUL, AND WITH ALL YOUR MIND.'
"The second is like it, ' YOU SHALL LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF.'
Looking at him, Jesus felt a love for him and said to him, "One thing you lack: go and sell all you
possess and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow Me."
A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another, even as I have loved you, that you also
love one another.
If you love Me, you will keep My commandments.
He who has My commandments and keeps them is the one who loves Me; and he who loves Me will be loved
by My Father, and I will love him and will disclose Myself to him."
Jesus answered and said to him, " If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word; and My Father will love
him, and We will come to him and make Our abode with him.
but so that the world may know that I love the Father, I do exactly as the Father commanded Me
If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love; just as I have kept My Father's commandments
and abide in His love.
This is My commandment, that you love one another, just as I have loved you.
Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends.
and I have made Your name known to them, and will make it known, so that the love with which You
loved Me may be in them, and I in them.
Tend My lambs.
Shepherd My sheep.
Tend My sheep

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